When I was feeling suicidal, I always felt lonely. I was writing this song a while back, contemplating weather to add it to the MY WORLD album. However, the song was unfinished, and I needed to work on it before it got released.
[Verse 1]
I don't wanna be so negative
Oh why (oh why) do I hate myself
I don't wanna live here anymore
I'm always replaced that's why I'm jealous of them all (jealous)
Jealous of them all
But you don't care if I'm suffering with my mental health
You don't care if I'm neglected by the "real people"
You don't care
[Verse 2]
Believe me, my mental health is low
Happiness is not even there to show
I don't wanna be so alone
But my name is nobody
I am nobody to you
I wish I could turn baby blue
Then I will be nobody to everybody I know today
I don't care if you really wanna be mine
If you do I have news for you
You don't want me that's fine cuz I don't want you
No, I don't want you (I don't want you...)
[Verse 3]
I hate people
And I hate the month after April
All the people around me are going mental
After they hurt me, they act like little angels
'Cause they pick one side of the story
Without hearing mine, they leave me
They always wanna do me dirty
These are the people that make me hurt myself again
[Verse 4]
It been too much for me
All the stress over me I can hardly breathe
Always been a failure I'm used to it
Now I can't control my thoughts (because they)
'Cause they pick one side of the story
Without hearing mine, they leave me
They always wanna do me dirty
These are the people that make me hurt myself again
Told you once before
I don't like drama, but you seem to cause more
I'm the one everyone seems to abhor
Not my fault everybody wants war
Everybody wants war
Everybody wants war
Mmm-mmm, yeah
[Bridge]
Nobody likes you
Nobody needs you
Nobody wants you
I am nobody to you
I wish I could turn baby blue
Then I will be nobody to everybody I know today
[Outro]
I am nobody to you
I am nobody to you
I am nobody to you, I am nobody to ya
I am nobody to you
i am nobody to you was written by J4CKG.
i am nobody to you was produced by J4CKG.
J4CKG released i am nobody to you on Sun Dec 25 2022.