I am

Chorus:

Gotta show it
At my lowest, I am
Old bar, I’m below it
These seeds, I’ve sown it, I am
Nothing, disgusting
My wings fucking rusting
I can’t keep on running
Forever, forevermore

Verse 1:

Everybody been through what I been through
To understand others pain, could never begin too
I’m a failure of a friend, I go weeks without textin
Rotating door of characters, replace then next in
Relapsing in a second
Thought last time’d be a lesson
I’ve failed at my profession
I’ve failed and I’ve failed and I’ll fail again
Tryna save me, they wailed again
Loving notes they’ve mailed again
Sunken ships can’t sail again
I failed and I’ll fail again

Chorus:

Gotta show it
At my lowest, I am
Old bar, I’m below it
These seeds, I’ve sown it, I am
Nothing, disgusting
My wings fucking rusting
I can’t keep on running
Forever, forevermore

Verse 2:

This is why my fucking mother left
Can’t control myself with anything, I’m just inept
Incapable of self restraint, for years, my friends have wept
At the end of that bridge, wish I would’ve fucking leapt
Would’ve left everybody better off
They don’t need a man who’s so damn soft
So damn weak and so damn lost
Loving me has a hefty cost
How much can you give me?
I take and I take and I take and I take
And it’s never enough
My whole life is a bluff
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough

Chorus:

Gotta show it
At my lowest, I am
Old bar, I’m below it
These seeds, I’ve sown it, I am
Nothing, disgusting
My wings fucking rusting
I can’t keep on running
Forever, forevermore