I Am Artemis/Who I Am

[Intro]
Shit can really get difficult
Especially when like, you trust somebody
And you feel like you're close to somebody
And you know that you would do something
You would sacrifice something for them
But, you know that they wouldn't do that for you
Deep down you know they would never do anything like that for you
So, for me I just sit looking stupid, willing to make any sacrifice at any given time and
Deep in my head I know for a fact that they wouldn't do this in return
And, I still continue to do it anyway

[Verse One]
I'm a wreck you look into my eyes and you see it
I hope that you notice my spirit's depleting
And if you did see it, then why did you leave me alone when I needed you most
You watchеd people tear mе apart
You ain't help me back up
So I hope that you're listening close
My only question left for you is what would you do if I became nothing less than a ghost
Tired of giving
The concept of taking is making me hollow
And cutting our ties is a bottle that's holding onto these hard pills that I would hate to swallow
I put in this effort just so I can get hurt
This shit is not making no sense
I just want the best for you and all of the rest
But if giving up is my last option that's what I'll accept

[Chorus]
I've been looking but it seems there is no, care to help me fix my mental
Let the moonlight shine through my window
The breeze of the night makes me feel and it's so cold
Maybe I'll forever be a mess
I'll forever be a wreck
I guess that's the way it is so
Let me lay my heart down to rest now with every single breath I'm just going where the wind goes
I've been looking but it seems there is no, care to help me fix my mental
Let the moonlight shine through my window
The breeze of the night makes me feel and it's so cold
Maybe I'll forever be a mess
I'll forever be a wreck
I guess that's the way it is so
Let me lay my heart down to rest now with every single breath I'm just going where the wind goes

[Verse 2]
I hate to say it, but y'all are the reason I continue experiencing pain
Don't want nothing more in this world
Just you feeling the same
See how it feels to be empty and waking up crying because you've attempted making people happy
Just to get neglected
Projecting the fact they don't care is so difficult
Driving me crazy just thinking about it
In my head, I just go crazy with the screaming and shouting
There's something constricting my heart and surrounding my emotions will always be grounded
The effect that you have makes me drowning
Allowing the negative thoughts to prevail
My mind is a prison I'm stuck in this jail
Looking for someone
I'm hoping for anyone coming to help with the bail
I don't wanna fail
I don't wanna let you down
Knowing what happened would open your eyes
I'm facing these negative times
And you sat ignoring my cries
And I fucking tried my hardest
Making you happy is like rocket science
This shit is so difficult
Dammit acknowledge
Give the attention and save me before I go under
There's no point in fighting
There ain't no point in relying on people who turn in the blink of an eye
And set like the sun
I just want to run
I've just given up
Cause I only asked you for love
And you live in lavish cause you had your fun
And I'm breathing havoc and chaos and one
I'm going to war with these demons and I think they won
Dammit I'm done

[Chorus]
I've been looking but it seems there is no, care to help me fix my mental
Let the moonlight shine through my window
The breeze of the night makes me feel and it's so cold
Maybe I'll forever be a mess
I'll forever be a wreck
I guess that's the way it is so
Let me lay my heart down to rest now with every single breath I'm just going where the wind goes
I've been looking but it seems there is no, care to help me fix my mental
Let the moonlight shine through my window
The breeze of the night makes me feel and it's so cold
Maybe I'll forever be a mess
I'll forever be a wreck
I guess that's the way it is so
Let me lay my heart down to rest now with every single breath I'm just going where the wind goes

[Verse 3]
I'm quick on the draw with reaction
And quick off the jaw with reacting
Blame me if you want for my spazzing
And I zip like I'm lightning
I'm zapping cause I always have to take action
I'm not taking after no bastards with rapping
Original status
I'm flagging my faction
What actually matters is I'm a disaster and rapping about it is what makes me happy
I'm tearing the fabric
This space cannot handle it
Neither can time, I'm surpassing that matter
I'm breaking existence itself just to call for some help
And I'm leaving the universe fractured
I reap what I sow when I speak of the scythe in my hand like the fucking Grim Reaper
I take what is owed at a price that is cheaper than death in itself
Understand my demeanor
You bitches betrayed me
And lately I've been feeling hazy
The fact that you acted that crazy has caused me to question myself and dismember my health in return for your happiness
Giving you everything that you could want from me
Run at the sound of your voice so you're muttering
Everything after left me with the shudders
But I'm finna strike with that boom like it's thundering
I'm going in my persona's my bow and my lyrics are arrows, I'm hunting
And even without all the funding
I'm gonna make something from nothing
I'm killing the game just to bury it
Bitch I am Artemis
Bless up my name fore' you speak it
My demons are dangerous and they like some fiends and they feeding
So go ahead and give me a reason
Let these niggas loose and start eating