I Ain’t Know

Look
I ain’t know what to do, I ain’t know how to win, I ain’t know how to lose, I ain’t know
I ain't know how to run, I ain't know how to be yours, I ain't know how to love, I ain't know
(I ain't know)
I ain't know how to lie, I ain't know how to try
I ain't know what to find, I ain't know, I ain't know
And I ain't know who to trust, what is this, love or lust?
I think I'm doing too much
I ain't know

I ain't know how to plot, I tried to tie the knot, I ain't know how to try, I ain't know how to not
I never had a lot, I'm from a place where nothing's embraced, so I ain't know how to rock
I gave you everything, I gave you nothing at all
I gave you all of that
I gave you me, you gave me you, but we ain't get nothing back
How do you run from that? How does one know themselves?
How do you find someone who brings you heaven, but somehow you gave them hell?
How do you know that it's you? How do you know it's not her?
Or is it some fucked up plot that you crеated to make it feel worse?
And why you keep hurting yoursеlf? You know you been here before
You know you've had a good woman but still brought her pain, 'cause you ain't know yours
But you need to explore, you got some digging to do
How many more are you 'bout to hurt 'til you know it's bigger than you?

I ain’t know what to do, I ain’t know how to win, I ain’t know how to lose, I ain’t know
(I ain't know)
I ain't know how to run, I ain't know how to be yours, I ain't know how to love, I ain't know
(I ain't know)
I ain't know how to lie, I ain't know how to try
I ain't know what to find, I ain't know, I ain't know
And I ain't know who to trust, what is this, love or lust?
I think I'm doing too much
I ain't know