I actually wanna die

[Verse 1]
Try to tie up 'couple loose ends
Now my neck is where the noose ends
Kick the stool 'cause I'm a nuisance
I'll do it live and start a new trend
Never changed, 'cause i did what I wanted
Had a lot, didn't know till I lost it
Fallen off; it's all part of the process
Kill myself, put a rose in my coffin
I hope the algorithm finally likes me
I hope they put my face up on a white tee
I hope they tweet about me for a night
'cause deep down I've always wanted all the hype
Please don't worry about me, I'll be fine
Please don't think about hitting my line
I'm not tryna push people away
But what can I do when they want me to die?

[Bridge]
I guess I'll die then

[Verse 2]
They think it's me but can't hear the voices
Every opinion; killed the enjoyment
"You need to rap", "Your singing is trash"
I'm sorry, but bro, shoulda stuck to collabs
When I was 16, I was trying my best
Now I'm 23, and I'm dying to rest
The last seven years I would lie to impress
All the hype isn't real, and my IG is dead
I'm preparing to leave soon
No more acting like everything seems cool
Hoping death is a permanent green room
Where there's no obligation to resume
"What if we all forget you?", please do
You talk shit when I bled, you gon' bleed too
Thought I might wanna die, now I need to
Maybe then all the labels will recoup