Hypnotize Myself

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[Living Puff on the beat]

[Verse]
There's no room or me up at the table
Even if I'm always at the head chair
Like I'm flipping through channels with no cable
Waiting for somebody else to care enough
To pull me up, take your medicine
Yeah, you might get better, feel adrenaline
What do you know about what's fair?
Twelve count by the way you stare

[Pre-Chorus]
Up that dose and cause catastrophe

[Chorus]
(I-I-I) Hypnotize myself with the flashing light and hope it goes away
(I-I-I) Didn't choose to stay awake at night
I think that's outta' my range
No, I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning, cartilage bursting
Who does that appeal to?

[Refrain]
Is it you, is it you?
Don't you feel that same old pain?
Oh not me, no not me
I'm not one to stay the same

[Bridge]
Gotta change it up, no I'm not sad I just got good luck
And those times you see me whilin'
See the struggle through the smilin'
Once again I look down inside and say
I guess it's all my fault

[Chorus]
Hypnotize myself with the flashing light and hope it goes away
(I-I-I) Didn't choose to stay awake at night
I think that's outta' my range
No, I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning, cartilage bursting
Who does that appeal to?

[Refrain]
Is it you, is it you?
Don't you feel that same old pain?
Oh not me, no not me
I'm not one to stay the same