Hydrangea

It was "us" from the start
So I lended you my heart
To match those hydrangeas in your hands
Was I ever in your plans
Everything seemed fine
Then you left as quickly as you came
Said you'd never feel the same
I could've used more time

Sometimes it feels like all I have
Are the things in front of me
Convince myself it's not that bad
But you're the air I need to breathe

Air I need to breathe, breathe
Air I need to, I need to

I waited at your door
But I stayed locked outside your walls
Just praying they would fall
One by one 'til I'm inside
I'll trade this smoke for oxygen
Baby, please, just let me in
You're scared, but I'm terrified

Sometimes it feels like all I have
Are the things in front of me
Convince myself it's not that bad
But you're the air I need to breathe

You never let me know
You only let me go
You only let me go

You never let me know
You only let me go

Sometimes it feels like all I have
Are the things in front of me
Convince myself it's not that bad
But you're the air I need to breathe

You never let me know
You only let me go
Air I need to breathe, breathe
Air I need to, I need to
Air I need to breathe, breathe
Air I need to, I need to

So I sing this song to fill the silence
But it never works
The instant I am left alone
My thoughts begin to stir
They come and go in waves
Like a river flows
But they always seem to say
Why did you let me go