Hurts To Hold On

[Verse 1]
Don’t come over, don’t stroke my hair in the shower
I’m not just a controller, you push my buttons for hours
And don’t tell me you’re sorry, cause it’s not your fault, it’s ours
Sometimes, it hurts to hold on

[Verse 2]
And I can try to tell you that it’s all over now
But you don’t know it and want to understand
Yes I feel bad that you bought me that pink snowboard for Christmas
But if you wanted me to use it why’d you treat me like that?
Just one more night, can we fall in love?
I don’t wanna fight I just wanna fuck
How can I move on if you’re all I want
No, no, nobody compares, my hands are telling me
Hold on but I must change, I’m losing again, I'm losing sometimes
It hurts to hold on

[Verse 3]
Don’t come over, don’t buy me roses and flowers
They'll only bеcome a symbol of everything gonе sour
And I would have to look at them till they wither in my room
It’s like they purposely confront me cause they’re no longer in bloom
And I’d have to take them out the vase and throw them in the bin
And I get way to sentimental about material things
So then I’d have to cut the leaves off and dry them in a book
So they can stay with me forever but I never even look at them
They just sit there for a decade, satisfying my OCD
Cause I’m way to dam controlling trying to keep you here with me sometimes
It hurts to hold on

[Outro]
(with him in my room)
Do not come over, no, do not come over
No, do not come over, no, no don't come over
Don’t come over don't stroke my hair in the shower