Hurts the Same

I've tried a thousand times to make amends
I've tried a thousand times to stray away from hurtful ends
I'll never understand you at all
And I'm never gonna make this right
And I've severed all the last of our ties
You hurt me so bad this time!

Hook:
I've never cried the way I cried the day you left me!
The heartache was more than I can say, oh, oh
But I never cry, never cry anymore
Ever sense that you left me
Nothing hurts me the same

Love, hate, it's all the same
The same happiness, the same loneliness and shame
The same understanding that somebody else can hurt you
Cause you left yourself open for somebody to desert you!
Uh, I don't think we will ever get it
Nor are we meant to forget it, let it get to where it's headed! Let it be!
All we are are puppets on a string
And just when just when you begin to love someone so much
It's hard to breathe, they take it back (damn)
You try to cope
But it gets harder every passing day, murder’s all she wrote
And you don't wanna text your call, turning off your phone
Just so you can be alone, and isolate yourself at home
You're listening to those sad songs all cause you relate to them
And somewhere in the back of your brain, you can see your face again
I never thought the hardest hand that I’d be dealt
I was learning how to live without you
And just tryin to love myself because

Hook:
I've never cried the way I cried the day you left me!
The heartache was more than I can say, oh, oh
But I never cry, never cry anymore
Ever sense that you left me
Nothing hurts me the same