Hurts My Health (Demo)

[Verse 1]
Man I talk about girls like I've had one
And I'm still sad I couldn't get the last one
I think my hearts too big for its own good
Will I ever treat a girl the way I should
Will I hold my girl down when we out of function
Will I ever hold her down when I hear a heartbeat that's not her's or mine
But sometimes I doubt that'll ever happen
I'll probably end up in an office
Playing life cautious
Every single day it's just a nail in the coffin
I'd rather blow my head
Then count my loses
They try to cut my throat
But they'll be counting loses

[Chorus]
I flip a coin in my head until talеs
I'm going to heaven but been in some hеll
I got a problem with being myself
When I find a new chick put it on the shelf
Going through the motions never really helps
When I cap in my music it hurts my health
I flip a coin in my head until tales
I'm going to heaven but been in some hell
I got a problem with being myself
When I find a new chick put it on the shelf
Going through the motions never really helps
When I cap in my music it hurts my health

[Verse 2]
Never growing up like neverland
I wish they all could understand
I was chasing after excellence
To cover all my negligence
I'm lost to often
Left no options
I think my bed is only used for tossing
Cuz nothing ever turns my way for the day
I stay up late thinking shoulda coulda would
I came in my head
Haters in my section
If I'm up next
Means I got to bump [?]

[Chorus]
I flip a coin in my head until tales
I'm going to heaven but been in some hell
I got a problem with being myself
When I find a new chick put it on the shelf
Going through the motions never really helps
When I cap in my music it hurts my health
I flip a coin in my head until tales
I'm going to heaven but been in some hell
I got a problem with being myself
When I find a new chick put it on the shelf
Going through the motions never really helps
When I cap in my music it hurts my health