Here’s this Boggling object
A container for your love and your logic
Not enough skull so be cautious
Don’t want your dreams oozing out like a faucet
Losing out now well you lost it
Don’t matter anymore
You’re beyond this
No life no drive just a place in my mind
I return to sometimes when I forget that you died
Dyed hair smell and I rinse with the tide
Till my age shows through like a tree on its side
And the rings around Saturn and the rings to remind
I’m living each day your life at a time
Echo echo echo
Just like catching up on this
Stuff I put aside
Causе it hurts
When I say your name
Sing the song I madе
Think of what you’d say
Talk the night away
Caring for your dad
When he couldn’t walk
Walking hand in hand
In the twilight park
We don’t go there yet
Don’t think it exists
But I think of it
When it’s you I miss
Haven’t had a chance
Fully process yet
Time flying so fast
I can barely grasp
I can’t even track
How much I hold back
Running from the crash
Running from the fact
Seasons full of death
Slow down the attack
Chillin' in the kitchen
Cookin' while I listen
Making fresh pasta
Pouring the ingredients
Laughing at podcasts
Stepping over yoga mats
We’re going on a walk
To the lake after dark
Our favorite spot
Just like catching up on this
Stuff I put aside
Cause it hurts