Hurt me

[Chorus]
I'm not a drinker, but I'll sip it 'cause I'm thirsty
Life was goin' down hill before you cursed me
I'm addicted to your hate, that's why you hurt me
And your words don't kill, but they hurt me
I'm not a drinker, but I'll sip it 'cause I'm thirsty
Life was goin' down hill before you cursed me
I'm addicted to your hate, that's why you hurt me
And your words don't kill, but they hurt me

[Verse 1]
Suicide doors, kill me no pretender
What's on the agenda, I need help Ima' spenda'
Where's my medals, MVP like I'm Kobe
I don't need your love, I just need someone that can hold me
I just got it from my crow this what he told me
Stop with all the talking, I can tell you've been stalking
Baby do you love me or love flirting?
Remix it for certain, then hide behind the curtains

[Bridge]
I can not choose won't lie, I can not pick a side
I play the fence it's worse, I can't give up it's my curse
I wake up in the middle of the daytime, just to be around when it comes to pay time
Being happy, doing bad; it's a grey line, I've been talking to myself on the FaceTime

[Chorus]
I'm not a drinker, but I'll sip it 'cause I'm thirsty
Life was goin' down hill before you cursed me
I'm addicted to your hate, that's why you hurt me
And your words don't kill, but they hurt me
I'm not a drinker, but I'll sip it 'cause I'm thirsty
Life was goin' down hill before you cursed me
I'm addicted to your hate, that's why you hurt me
And your words don't kill, but they hurt me

[Verse 2]
Dirty streets, addicted, I wish someone else would trust me
This right here is rusty, she built me up to crush me
I wasn't myself when we met, it's nice to meet you
Everything is see through, so I cannot see you
I wish I had a purpose, how can I be of service
Creeping, I'm with the serpents
Jury, I need a verdict
Days that are never ending, package is it still pending?
Hibernating, I'm ending
No connection, it's sending