Hurt For This

I've dripped my sweat
I've dripped my tears
I lost it all against the fear
But in the end
I'm still standing here

Yeah, aye
Spent all this time
With my mind on this rage
Adding up my two cents
Convert it to loose change
Worth the anger that I carry
Pressures of a twelve-gauge
Scary when baring the measures gone
When wars waged
The pace I push my heart is sufficient
Exceeds the limits
Tachycardia-like conditions
In beats per minute
The work is hardly an effort
When shaped to thrive within it
Time I found me a reason
To leave this hell that I’ve been in
With motives to inhibit
These fuckers they all can get it
And lyrically Imma spit it
No filter like half our senate
In their heads
I’m a tenant
Rent-free
I left some remnants
It’s ammo into the clip
That I needed to be replenished

I've been hurt for this
I've done broke for this
I've been worse than this
But I'm still standing here
I've been hurt for this
I've done broke for this
I've been worse than this
But I'm still standing here

Uh
Beware the shrapnel
Inside of your chest
Sharpened iron, man
I’m snapping off
Cutting all their necks
Sleepy hollow
On auto mode
I aim for success
In a game
Survival means wearing a bulletproof vest
Shoot first
Ask questions last
The doubt is nonexistent
When my self-belief amassed
Couldn’t compare to a Christian’s
Straight outta Sunday’s mass
No stones unturned
Never leaving strings attached

Hold up
This that moment
What you worked for
Slow down
Just one shot
You may not get more
Just know
Reason for the hurt
That you went through for
Let’s go
Aye
Yuh, yuh, yuh

Trial by fire is mental
Into the dark
Don’t go gentle
Hours on hours
The work that I put in
Ain’t anywhere near of my threshold
Back to the masses
Despite what my past is
I’ll never let any tell me
Who I can be
Views ain’t pertaining to me
So entertaining to me
Vision is clear daily basis
Doubling down on this Lasix
Adrenaline rush is contagious
Only one spark
Can just burst into blazes
Insanity happens in stages
I ain’t been tested of traces
Heart beating rhythm-like paces
Blood levels spiked
Got me feeling how dangerous that
The gas in this engine is hot
All combustion
Precision in every shot
Who I am not
The runt of the litter
The lot
Combos of four
With each pop
There’s more than is shown
Made it this far all alone
Made it this far on my own
I’m in my zone
Pillar cemented in stone
Hurt for this all on my own

I've been hurt for this
I've done broke for this
I've been worse than this
But I'm still standing here
I've been hurt for this
I've done broke for this
I've been worse than this
But I'm still standing here