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[Intro]
Hey

[Verse 1: sinxi]
Am I okay?
This life just wasn't meant for me
It's been a long day
I just want some silence, please
I'm in the same place
Never really wanna leave
Seven missed calls
When you're right here next to me
Is anybody here?
Does anybody care for me?
You said it's just a phase
But it couldn't be the same for me
I wanna stay, but I don't know if you'd even care
I lost my place and I don't know if you want me herе

[Interlude]
I'm sorry
It'll be hard, but I'll leave you alonе
If you don't want to try to fix this
Then I have to respect your wishes
I'll forever regret what I did, so

[Verse 2: ghosthands]
Let me close my eyes for a second
Visualize everything I don't mention
'Cause I don't know how to say it out loud
I guess I barely know you
I barely know myself
Only now I run through
Senses that I never felt
Give me some silence
Peace and some quiet
Scared of the notion in words on my tongue that might kill me now

[Verse 3: sinxi]
I closed off my heart, give in to my problems
I ain't gonna start, but god I feel so worthless
Tore my room apart just tryna find a reason
Said it for myself, I wanna lose my feelings
I know that's what's best for me
You're all I fuckin' need
But I'm too scared to ask or tell you anything
Fuck I hate myself, fuck I hate this scene
Just go and save your breath
I want just her and me