Hurt

[Verse 1]
I got checks in the mail, just don't check on my health
They think every day I smile like I'm not doing well
Lord, just keep me from hell, I keep seeing all these flaws
When it's humans involved and I let myself fall
Girl it hurt to evolve, I got not many numbers
I could call on for help and like even if I did
I'm too proud for to ask, this to cry out to God
'Cause I know it's getting bad, they gon' do what they want
Then ask why I'm mad, I could count on my hand
Who show love when I'm sad, they so scared of feeling deaf
But I've been living dead, how am I spirit led?
I got demons on my bed, I got demons on my left ear
Right here, get them outta my head, I need mercy from God

[Pre-Chorus]
So often they think I'm trippin' or something
That's wrong, I don't care who own it
Feel like Peter today
Swore it on me, let's find out, yeah, who own it
How many brothers I lost on takin' a Perc?
Because he hurt
I went to sleep last night I was drunken and uh, because I'm hurt

[Chorus]
I been hurt, we been hurt
Lord I'm hurt, Lord I'm hurt
Pull your spiritual mercy on me
I don't want sin, Lord I'm just hurt

[Verse 2]
And I'm flawed, yet I'm cold
Money involved, Pau Gasol
It's a swish, I feel the hate they got for me
Y'all know what I did like Chris
My bad, she get X and O's
But I want love from God, not H-O's
Fresh-tipped white, her toes
I want that lookin' just like my robe
If you know, you know
He breakin' the code, how is he bro?
Yeah, Matthew 22
I want your love, I want your soul
Y'all want a perfect man
I'm not that, I'm not him
I'm a rapper, not an idol
I get so sick of these titles
I sit still, I feel still
My life full of cycles
(He heals the brokenhearted)

[Pre-Chorus]
So often they think I'm trippin' or something
That's wrong, I don't care who own it
Feel like Peter today
Swore it on me, let's find out, yeah, who own it
How many brothers I lost on takin' a Perc?
Because he hurt
I went to sleep last night I was drunken and uh, because I'm hurt

[Chorus]
I been hurt, we been hurt
Lord I'm hurt, Lord I'm hurt
Pull your spiritual mercy on me
I don't want sin, Lord I'm just hurt