I just need some time away
Can't sleep without the fix
At war with the sun and the day
Trial by stones and sticks
Downtrodden, so rotten
Cast out from the holy garden
Believer, deceiver
We always end up without her
I can deal with the rain 'cause I was born in the storm
I can handle all the pain, what is torn, I adorn
But I don't want to belong, I just want to be gone
You tell me to fly after pulling out my wings
The vision has died, along with the king
Pretender, defender, all-as-we-know-it ender
Complaining, restraining, It still hasn't stopped raining
I've got a secret and believe me when I say you need to hear it
You'll have to come a little closer if you really want to know
There's nothing to be afraid of, because none of us were ever safe
This is everything I've ever dreamed of, but all I've done is f*cking wait