​hungerpains2

[Verse]
Yeah, I wanna tell you but just not like this, yeah
How much you make me always feel like shit
But I guess half the time, yeah, I [?] feel alright
But when you talk to me I just lose my mind but
Inside my head, guess that's where I live, yeah
Spent half my life worried ’bout pointless shit
Missing everyone, feel like my only friend
Yeah, your thoughts are your family when you live in your head
Yeah, my mom's just too busy, memories of a dad, yeah
Hate how he's never gonna know who I am
But I guess it’s okay 'cause she thinks I'm cool I guess
But no one around me actually gives a shit so
Yeah, I just don't know
If I'm so lost or just being stupid again, yeah, ayy
Is it in my head? Yeah, ayy, yeah
So I guess I just don't know why I'm so lost or just 'boutta do this again, yeah, ayy
Yeah, guess I’ll just pretend, yeah, ayy
Pretend that it’s okay, act like I'm alright
’Cause no one likes me around so [?]
So I tell myself life doesn't seem that bad
It could be a lot worse so I shouldn't be sad, yeah