​human sacrifice

[Verse 1]
I feel like the real fuckin' monster
Cause I'm still loving on her
Still missing on her, shit, uh
But what it even mean?
If I seen her I would probably leave the scene
Hanging up myself when I'm too deep inside my dreams
Hating on myself because I don't get that support that I been needing
Loving feeling fleeting
Darker thoughts feeding when I'm struggling to be sleeping
How I give advice that I'm struggling to be heeding?

[Chorus]
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone

[Verse 2]
Stale within these seven walls surrounding me
Stuck with this dwеlling how we supposed to be
And a youngеr me just couldn't plant the seed
So I'm wrapped in the present
Dangled in affairs I ain't need to be
Attachment issues and my empathy
Laying down a fog, make it hard to see
And when I'm looking for a light, I feel blind, demons haunting me
Still looking for a reason when I look into the mirror
Miss the days of summer, taking pictures, it was clearer
July fourteenth, cursing out my inhibitions
Cause my past got me conditioned
And I swear, my love, I trust
And I swear, my love, I trust

[Chorus]
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone

[Bridge]
And sometimes I wonder if its me all along
Light the powder keg again with stupid lines in a song
Soul searching to know its truthful but still feeling so wrong
But I'm still feeling so wrong

[Chorus]
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone
I can't explain the feeling
I'm alone