Human

Human (just wanna be)

Fern, huh
Got my back against the wall
But I ain’t tell you nothing since the last time that You called
Aye, I’ve been trying to do it all
I should’ve asked for help
You always hold me up tall
I got anxious, I know You ain’t never see me like this
The bandwidth we were using start to see a slight glitch
Communication dwindled but my heart never did
This me saying I love You for all the times I never did
I say I’m only human but that’s all I really am
Always coming to You to get me out a jam
Needing more help than I give was never part of the plan
Just me bеing myself but You always understand

And I’m sitting herе wishing You nothing but, nothing but, nothing but love
We all stumbling, struggling, wondering but I know that we ain’t lost
I keep falling making mistakes, but I am learning more everyday
How to love like You
Just trying to be more human

My door is always open I’m always hoping You enter
I never wanna be the one to ruin our friendship
Go too far back remember when we play Tetris
We stacked them up to the top but then it felt more like Jenga
Had to figure out who was real, passed the agendas (out of focus)
Learning how to love without pretending
You know more about me than I know myself
Life got way too real I had to show up had to go myself
If I didn’t have the faith I did at that time I don’t know myself
Had to unlearn a lot, had to grow myself
Break it all down got to know myself
Thankful for the grace I couldn’t show myself, I love you

I just wanna love like You
Be like You
I’m just trying to be more human

I keep falling, making mistakes
But I am learning more everyday
How to love like you
Just trying to be more human