Hrtbrk

Fight me like lovers, like friends
Crushing the flowers to help me pretend
Counting the thunder to scorn of the end
Counting the seconds between the offenses

You're so much more than a friend
You are the gasoline flowing within
You are the threnody of where I am
You are the eye in the front of the end

I'm thinking of feeling alone
Abandoned by only myself
My heartbeat is slowing again
I'm drowing in what I had feared

I am a scene of anything
You are a piece of me

Break your heart
If you wanna see me fall apart
Say my name
Take my hands and hold me close again
I can feel anything you want to try and make me feel
If you try to feel what you can't feel then it will

Break my heart
It feels like you wanna see me fall apart
Make it hurt
If I make you hurt then I will fall apart

You say everything will start to heal if we don't stay apart
But if I stay around then it will break me, break you
Break my heart

I feel I've been catching up for a long time
I don't wanna feel alone in the longrun
Fuck, fuck
I'm a hypocrite
Asshole and a pig
The antagonist

Narcissist
I can stare the mirror down, but not my head
My own fist
Shattering the glass that makes me love instead

Sick of this
I don't wanna hold them down
That's what they said

That's what you said

That's what she said
And it crushed me
I'm a hypocrite
The antagonist

You got in my head
You built your home
My dearest friend
You're the gasoline
That fuels me
You are everything

I just wanna take some time to get my head straight
But I fell into the trench
It melts off my face
I can't just let you go
Just let go of my soulmate

You're my gasoline
You are everything

Fight me like lovers, like friends
(You got in my head)
Crushing the flowers to help me pretend
(You built your home, my dearest friend)

I feel I've been catching up for a long time
(You're the gasoline)
I don't wanna feel alone in the long term
(That fuels me)
You are everything
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