How was I to know? (unreleased)

Head in your lap
The windows shut
Swore nobody has to
Know but us
Biting my tongue
Tasting the blood

Rope in a knot
My limp wrists touched
How was I to know
What looked like love
Was the burns on my skins
From pulling me in
And twisting me, around

Hold me on my pillow
Noticed all my breath go
Thought it was the good kind
How was I to know?

You just like a secret
When you get to tease it
Turning out the stage lights
Once you had me sold
Touched me soft
But your fingers cold
How was I to know?
How was I to know?

Keeping me bound
And feed me pity
Broke me yourself
So you can fix me
I don’t wanna know
What’s you think when you hold me

Far too close to read your eyes
Grip my throat and numb my mind
All I feel, is overwhelming
How was I to, read a crime scene?

Hold me on my pillow
Noticed all my breath go
Thought it was the good kind
How was I to know?
You just like a secret
When you get to tease it
Turning out the stage lights
Once you had me sold

Touched me soft
But your fingers cold
How was I to know?
How was I to know?
How was I to know?
(Ahhh)

Head in your lap
Nobody has to know
Biting my tongue
How was I to know?