[Songtext zu „how to live“]
[Verse 1]
My friends always ask me if I'd ever let go again
I kinda never respond 'cause I'm scared that I might sound insane
Or maybe I'm just afraid of the answer (Answer)
'Cause I don't wanna believe that I could ever (Ever)
Be in control enough so I don't lose it all
I've gained way too much, man, I can't afford to fall
As long as my past and I are still out at war
I promised myself I wouldn't let down my guard
[Chorus]
I've been holdin' myself back
Damn, I forgot how to live
I've been tryin' to be perfect
I didn't even question it
[Post-Chorus]
I think I forgot
How I'm supposed to live
Yeah, I think I fucked up
I just wanna live
[Verse 2]
One, two, almost three years went by
Without anything easing my mind
I need some damn peace, oh my
It's gettin' harder to get through the night
So I roll it up for them
And I watch them breathe it in
I don't think they understand
Just how bad I wish that I was them
[Chorus]
I've been holdin' myself back
Damn, I forgot how to live
I've been tryin' to be perfect
I didn't even question it
[Post-Chorus]
I think I forgot
How I'm supposed to live
Yeah, I think I fucked up
I just wanna live
[Bridge]
Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up
[Chorus]
I've been holdin' myself back
Damn, I forgot how to live
I've been tryin' to be perfect
I didn't even question it
[Post-Chorus]
I think I forgot
How I'm supposed to live
Yeah, I think I fucked up
I just wanna live
[Chorus]
I've been holdin' myself back
Damn, I forgot how to live
I've been tryin' to be perfect
I didn't even question it
[Post-Chorus]
I think I forgot
How I'm supposed to live
Yeah, I think I fucked up
I just wanna live
[Outro]
I just wanna live
how to live was written by LEEPA & Nikolai Potthoff.
how to live was produced by Nikolai Potthoff.
LEEPA released how to live on Thu Oct 21 2021.
it sucks when your past constantly tries to start a war with your present and future. i tried to control everything to the max so it would stop happening but it made everything worse. so this is my attempt to let go and set myself free from the thought that having fun and living life only ever has b...