How to Feel Human

[Verse 1: JORDY]
When I come home and see my photo on my parents shelf
I look into my own eyes, but can't even see myself
Who's that boy?
I can stare, but I don't like seein'
My reflection when all the attention's on someone else

[Pre-Chorus: JORDY]
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
After drinking too much 'cause you're sad
Didn't need health care 'cause you had mom there
She would fix it when shit hit the fan

[Chorus: JORDY]
I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to bе myself when I was completеly alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home

[Verse 2: OSTON]
Back when I was a kid, I would follow the boys around
Got myself in some shit one by one when they let me down
Who's that girl?
I moved on, but it still hurts thinkin'
Somehow I'll end up hurting somebody who treats me well

[Pre-Chorus: OSTON]
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
From some guy who cheated on me twice
'Cause if he screwed up, I thought that was love
Was too young to understand why

[Chorus: OSTON]
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home, home

[Post-Chorus: OSTON]
When nowhere I go feels like home, home
When nowhere I go feels like home, home

[Bridge: JORDY & OSTON]
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches
From tossin' and turnin' all night
Tearin' off Band-Aids from the mistakes
Was too young to take my own advice

[Chorus: OSTON & JORDY, JORDY & OSTON]
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go? (Oh)
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know (Oh, I didn't know)
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like

[Outro: OSTON & JORDY]
Oh, where did I go?
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control
Oh, I didn't know
How to be myself when I was completely alone
I wish I had done this, said that
Oh, I wanna know
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like