HOW THEY ALL FEEL - Clean

[Chorus - J4CKG]
Leave me alone, is that too much to ask
Got so much on my mind
I can't control my bad thoughts
My heart's made of glass
It can shatter very easily
When I realise how they all feel
They never liked me
They never needed me
They never wanted me
They only wanted me to die
I'm such a failure
I fail at everything
"If he goes, I'll be happy"
Guess that's how they all feel

[Verse 1 - J4CKG]
I'm thinking I just ruin friendships
I'm trying but they always еnd up dying
I'm lonely 'cause I always end up crying
Onе more thought of this and I might just end up dying
Wait, that's how I feel and that's so negative
Needless to say they never cared about me
The proof is messages I hidden from the public
Saying "I don't care if you're actually suicidal or not"
And "he saw blood in you"
I hope they're happy with what they made me do
They made me lash out and then made me look just like a fool
Verbally abusing and then acting like it's cool
Calling me a lost cause because you're clearly not a fool
And you left me broken

[Chorus - J4CKG]
Leave me alone, is that too much to ask
Got so much on my mind
I can't control my bad thoughts
My heart's made of glass
It can shatter very easily
When I realize how they all feel
They never liked me
They never needed me
They never wanted me
They only wanted me to die
I'm such a failure
I fail at everything
"If he goes, I'll be happy"
Guess that's how they all feel

[Verse 2 - TAYABAN]
I'm not one to go 'round talking 'bout all the s- you did
But there you go 'round spreading rumors
And acting so proud of it
Flexing on all your b-
Boy, you better count your blessings
(Boy, you better count your blessings)
And I'm not one to stoop so low and feed into your games
But you're testing my patience
So let's set the record straight
Ain't my fault you feel this way boy
Get back in your lane, boy
I'm not one to play, boy
Y'know, they're all the same
Wake up, make up, take up anything to kill the pain
Guess it was my mistake
I should've known
Your a- never would've changed

[Bridge - J4CKG]
I hate myself and I know it
My emotions don't show it
He's there for me I know it, yeah
I'm sorry for every single mistake I've made
Yeah, we all make mistakes but it's my fault

[Chorus - J4CKG]
Leave me alone, is that too much to ask
Got so much on my mind
I can't control my bad thoughts
My heart's made of glass
It can shatter very easily
When I realize how they all feel
They never liked me
They never needed me
They never wanted me
They only wanted me to die
I'm such a failure
I fail at everything
"If he goes, I'll be happy"
Guess that's how they all feel