How’s Tricks? (for b&d)

What chance do I have of getting out of your jaws again?
"He can be so charming when he yells so loud
He causes that itch throwing his dick around
But I forgive him because at least he eats me out"
Wouldn't you just love for me to forget?
But I grew up, I prepared for this
Wouldn't you just love me to fall for your tricks?
But I keep this hidden from you, I win
"I can be so poised, thick skin of steel
That's what keeps me from having what's real"
I shed the last cells of a girl who didn't mind not being treated well