How Much It Means

Sorry for the words I never said
And all the ones I offered you instead
Time moved on and later was now too late
I’m hoping that time won’t have its way

And after your turn in bad company
Well you wouldn’t believe just how much it means
You wouldn’t believe just how much it means to me
Oh no

I hide behind the outlook I’ve been fed
It’s like a mask that’s stapled to my head
But I’m not tryin' to justify myself
I can be so cold, cold as hell

But if you heard all all my thoughts and saw my memories
Well you wouldn’t believe just how much it means
You wouldn’t believe just how much it means to me
Oh no

If I could ever let you in then you would see who I am
But even if you knew what I’d been through
You’d never understand

Lookin’ back about three years today
When the moment carried you away
I ask myself that question every day
Was it even me or just the one on the stage

Oh and after an evening singin’ in key
Well you wouldn’t believe just how much it means
You wouldn’t believe just how much it means to me
Oh no