How Many Times

[Chorus]
How many times did I pass you up?
Telling me, I'm not fast enough
Tryna go act like I never did much
Tired out 'cause, I was doing too much
Walked out for you when I had a crutch
Out there, too far, I can't even touch
Came through, I had to walk through the sludge
(How many days have passed like this?)

[Verse]
Don't wanna know if you seeing me, yeah
Last time, you wasn't feeling me, yeah
Apologies don't mean shit, 'cause every time, you felt I was lying to ya'
Blocked out from talking to ya'
Don't listen to shots that I'm throwing at ya'
I'm growing up too fast, everybody around keep expecting enough
I couldn't go do that, sorry I couldn't do it, I couldn't live up
Don't go act too mad if I'm hurting myself, I'm tryna give up
Give no fuck 'bout the consequence, I had enough, and I had enough

[Chorus]
How many times did I pass you up?
Telling me, I'm not fast enough
Tryna go act like I never did much
Tired out 'cause, I was doing too much
Walked out for you when I had a crutch
Out there, too far, I can't even touch
Came through, I had to walk through the sludge

[Outro]
I had this dream so many times
The moments we spent just passed and gone away
I sometimes have wondered where you've gone
Story carries on
Lonely, lost inside