How It Really Is

[Intro]

(Jerri ‘bout to fuck this one up)

[Verse 1]
Yeah so what of course I was there
Got beat up real bad y’all didn’t really care
Grateful my life and on that that I swear
Kept saying the truth they didn’t wanna hear it
Bleeding real bad wounds don’t near it
Locked in a place way dirty than a bear pit
Everyday a struggle and the end I feared it
My mind back home cloak I wear it

Gotta understand what I’m saying is real
Can’t express the feelings I feel
Circle turning round as a wheel
Hits from the side and the back I was kneeled
Not just a product stamp with a seal
Days went by still had no meal
No food no water dying for real
‘Bout to explode my body’s on tilt

Hearing footsteps that raised my heartbeat
No hospital or a pharmacy
Nigga half dead you leave him you gonn’ flee
No excuse whatever you’ve done to me
Man I need help yo where was the country
Climb to the top looks like a endless tree
Blessings blessing falling over me
Kissed the ground landing overseas

You apologized you can rot
My thoughts my weapon stashed in a vault
I’ve been through dirt it wasn’t my fault
And still some of you will say it’s my fault
Compared to a fly a web I was caught
Now it is over battles I’ve fought
I’m still here what the hell did you thought
Same dude vintage clothes that I rock (still here)

[Verse 2]
Mama don’t cry he will come home
This is the chance I can’t be alone
Get my ass out the warzone
Man I enjoyed my Styrofoam
Impressed myself that I’m making songs
Please from now on watch your tongue
I was beat up in prison what did I do wrong
Fake OG isn’t the strain I’m on

How far will he go save his own son
I’m asking you questions not done
Worst case wouldn’t take long
Fuck all the bullshit move on
I’m Born Again respawn
Started at night finished at dawn
When everything is right I’m outta town
All of my fails can’t even count

Was dancing and singing to James Brown (as a kid)
Led to the music gold I’ve found
Cuffed to the ground middle of the crowd
Won’t make any different how loud I’d shout (shh)
I’m sorry for all is he dead is he not
Aimed at my face but no bullets were shot
You say you got scars (huh)
Lots
You think you a rapper
Yes, watch

Done writing at night i’m back in the morning
Putting this out
This shit is alarming
Another location
Sight is a garden
Walk go to piss
Held by a warden
Multiple tests
Acting all charming
Think you a saint
Next level naughty
Said who I was
No more of shawty
Who is with me really nobody

[Verse 3]
We do make mistakes I am not a fool
Wearing black and red I’m incredible (incredible)
Chained to a fridge like an animal (chained to)
Feeding you drugs no Tylenol (drugs)
Was I threat not at all
Nigga I need a new phone to call (now)
First things first, running off
Wasn’t myself
What’s the cause
Demons

Always two sides of the story
Saying the truth is mandatory
Arrangement process waiting for it
Against my will lock and load it
After this song think about it
Met the wrong people he ain’t violent
Hell on earth not an island
Murdered this beat one minute silence

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