How it feels to be dead (When you’re alive.) Revenge Edition

[Verse 1]
Walking around in a hollow shell, I hate myself
I turn around and you're never here to show yourself
I needed you to love me, and all you did was walk away
You abandoned yourself

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you're dressed in black as you watch yourself get buried six feet under
And your skin turns grey, and your smile fades away as your flesh is left to the vultures

[Chorus]
I'm fading away, I guess I kinda like the pain
It all feels the same, feels like they're cutting up my veins
You've fallen apart, we're always waiting for you in the dark

[Verse 2]
Always watching, whispering my name
I made friends with all my demons
Everything they say sounds the same (leave me alone)

[Pre-Chorus]
Close my eyes, I pretend they're not there
But they're still in my mind
My tears turn into blood, it lingers in the air

[Chorus]
I'm fading away, I guess I kinda like the pain
It all feels the same, feels like they're cutting up my veins
I'm falling apart, we're always waiting for you in the dark

[Refrain]
And inside of me, it's so hard to breathe
When all of this darkness is drowning me
Just hold me as I sink and close my eyes

[Verse 3]
Am I just a burden?
Rubbing salt inside my wounds
It feels like a burden, and I don't know what to do

Murder me, break my skin and bones
Make me belive that I can become whole
Murder me
Make me believe

Make me believe

[Outro]
I've come back from the grave
I guess I never liked the pain
Now everything's changed, feels like they've stitched up all my veins
I've got a new heart
I'm numb and they're afraid of what's in the dark