How it feels not to feel

[Verse 1]
Everyday's another battle, fighting myself
Going through the motions, oh well
It's like I'll read another page, never understand a thing
Closing it again to read it on another day
I put in all this work, it never seems to work
The only I ever feel His presence is at church
I'm looking for His best, know His best is at my worst
So God I'm saying that I feel like dirt

[Pre-Chorus]
Why's it all of the time
That my spirit declines?
Yeah, that feeling inside
'Cause God, I just can't feel it at all
Is it something I did?
A sin that I hid?
I don't know what it is
But I know

[Chorus]
God, I'm stuck in a cage
I'm lost in a maze
Or even the words You swear You said
God, I'm screaming for help
I'm fighting myself
Or maybe that's where I went wrong

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm lost and confused
I don't know what to do
Did I not do enough?
Did I do too much?
It feels so empty inside
Are You tryna hide?
Or is it a test?
I'm losing faith

[Pre-Chorus]
Why's it all of the time
That my spirit declines?
Yeah, that feeling inside
'Cause God, I just can't feel it at all
Is it something I did?
A sin that I hid?
I don't know what it is
But I know

[Chorus]
God, I'm stuck in a cage
I'm lost in a maze
Or even the words You swear You said
God, I'm screaming for help
I'm fighting myself
Or maybe that's where I went wrong

[Outro]
Or is it a test?