How it all started

First time i opened my eyes
I was like three
Dad having trouble with moms
He was alchoholic
Moved on to another house
Still on the same shit
I grew up kinda traumatized
I went to school at the age
Of five
At the age of six
Dads went to prison
My life didn't start well
Thinking of crime I was no fine Look why i rhyme
I usedd to fight a lot
I had a lot of rage
That my dad wasn't there
To protect me from other kids
I was the badest the hardest the strongest
At middle school
We usеd to play football and acting like fools
I had my first love her namе was...
I was her first crush younger than her one year
Moving to high school
I was so depressed
Started my first job
Where I met
A lot of great people
I was young im greatful
Started listening to eminem
I thought he was a genius At The same time i was upset
Cause I was at the wrong time in the wrong place to rhyme and rap
So indeed i started studying words and punchlines
I got really into hip hop biggie and pac
I thought it was amazing from the stories to tell
So i've heard nas jay z and big L as well
Dads out from prison
I was ninteen
There's a lot of private details thats hard to tell
My life was like the trumen show enough is enough
Now i'm twenty and i need a girl to fuck
Been stuck
Between moms an europe
The country that i loved didn't really love me back
Looking for money we can't deny that its a fact
To start a project
Or to get really into rap
Now i think more an more
Like paying the rent
Rich or poor
I don't really give a fuck
I've seen a lot
Of stupid people at the television
I knew i had plans i had talent i had vision
So thats why i decided to leave one day
To start a carrier
Or collect money insted of staying
I don't give a fuck about money as much as respect
Never smoke never drink never sold crack
U see why i rhyme ? I'm like fivty something special happend every time
I'm not the greatest
But i know one day i will shine
I can still feel my sool
Give me some problems i accept the role
And whats life?with no worries?with no sacrafice?with no aftermaths?
The only thing can stop me is death
And i fuckin love fighting till my last breath
And if i don't die
Than what does't kill me only makes me stronger an i
Think there nothing better then surviving a fight
And the relieve after the hard last night
I walk
I talk
I see
I breath
And if i can't breath than fuck it i'll makes sure that there gonna never be another me
So sorry i didn't mean to be me
But thats all i can be its just me vs me and u wanted it like me vs the world
But this ain't no me
Nah bitch this ain't no me
See?!!