How I’m Feeling at 4 A.M.

[Verse 1]
Slit on my wrist
Hard to confess these sins I've been committing to you
Am I depressed or are we distressed?
Because these issues are erect
And I can't get around the fact that you probably were my best
I'm tryna keep it going
I'm tryna keep it shining
Like most, who always seem to find the silver lining
I'm crying
'Cause every time I try to forget you
I think about the good times and how I always neglected you
Don't hold it against me
I'm tryna change, but not for you
Because you deserve a better man
Not me, not at all
'Cause I ain't shit, but I can't deny I'm having withdrawals
From my baby who ain't never tried to do me wrong
Or put me in a position where I can't go on
Such as right now, but it's not your fault
I tested fate and from there I promised myself
I'll no longer do you wrong