How I Live

[Verse 1: thornskin]
Gone soft, left in the dust
Stop making knots, it's rainin' blood
Love when you talk, say what you've done
Everything is flawed, it is breakin' up
I'm left here, notice I was done
Feel death near, pullin' out my gun
I feel odd, swept under the rung
You're dead numb, bite it with your tongue

[Verse 2: thornskin]
Ayy, I feel sick, yeah
Call it quits
In my head, yeah
Dig my ditch
Something's changin'
Then what is
Lovely danger
How I live

[Verse 3: Foreign Forest]
Never know what you got 'til it's gone
Look like you got it in your hands, better hold on
Now I'm looking at your things on my lawn
Thought I had love, guess I had it all wrong
Grab another drink, throw that empty in the sink
Now keep my phone on DND 'cause I don't wanna hear it ring
Sittin' round the house, starin' at the ground
Wonderin' how deep down do I got to go to escape the sound
Really, I just don't wanna be around (Really, I just don't wanna be around)
That's the way it is, ain't no way around
Tell my momma that I love you, hope I make you proud
We all got things under the surface that we holdin' down