How I Feel

[Intro: Marina and the Diamonds]
You're hard to hug, tough to talk to
And I never fall asleep, when you're in my bed
All you give me is a heartbeat
I've turned into a statue
And it makes me feel depressed
Cause the only time you open up is when we get undressed

[Chorus: Marina and the Diamonds]
You don't love me, big fucking deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
You don't love me, not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
It almost feels like a joke to play out a part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather walk alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role

[Verse 1: P.MO]
Fell in love in highschool, now you can't stand the thought of me
Got to get you out my brain, doc give me a lobotomy
Straight up run the board, boy call this shit Monopoly
Find me chilling probably with a couple of thotties, I'm an oddity
So hard to find loveing honestly
And when I make it to my dreams, please save your appology
No time to facetime, too busy being a prodogy
Loved you with all I had but all you did was fuck around on me
Freshman year in college you ain't shit
All you care about is all the likes about on your pic
And now your heart is so cold tryna fix it with some dick
But baby I can guarantee that all those guys don't give a shit about you
About your dreams and aspirations
All they want is one night, a warm body, and sensations
Depressed and violated, popping medication
Cover up with makeup to hide your foundation

[Chorus: Marina and the Diamonds]
You don't love me, big fucking deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
You don't love me, not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
It almost feels like a joke to play out a part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather walk alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role

[Verse 2: P.MO]
What do you want from me? I just want the truth
Cause if you love me you ain't got nothing to prove
And if you love me you then you wouldn't make me choose
You know and I know that this is what I do
So hard to tell you how I feel now I got a heart to steal
Been broken so many times picking up the pieces still
I don't know how real feel, you always been fake as fuck
You were my princess, behind my back you were a slut
Corrupt, I miss judged, I should've listened to my gut
I was in the lab working, you were at it fucked up
How am I supposed to trust and feel comfortable again
Tryna spend time with you but you're running around with your friends
It never ends, it goes round like the merry goes
Writing all these songs for you, but you'll never hear 'em no
Tell me how [?] that you're the reason for my pain
Hope you know you messed up every time you see my name

[Chorus: Marina and the Diamonds]
You don't love me, big fucking deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
You don't love me, not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
It almost feels like a joke to play out a part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather walk alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role