​how do i disappear?

[Verse 1]
I was walking alone on a road
When I didn't have anywhere to go
My heart always feels so goddamn cold
'Cause I'm always on my own
I can see the clouds gather in my heart
They shroud the person that I was
And tear my my mind apart

[Chorus]
Now, there is nothing left for me here
(There ain't nothing left for me here)
So how do run away and disappear?
(How do I run away and disappear?)

[Verse 2]
No one could tell me the answers I needed
Even if I yelled, begged, and pleaded
All I could think of is the way I was treated
So egregious, every day just repeated
I was stuck in the same cycle over and over
But you didn't fucking care
You just sat there hungover
(Didn't fucking care about me)
You sink even lower
You've lost your composure
Your breath is fucking foul
I can tell your not sober

[Bridge]
(Oh, I can tell your not sober)
Oh

[Chorus]
Now, there is nothing left for me here
(There ain't nothing left for me here)
So how do run away and disappear?
(How do I run away and disappear?)
The lines are blurred between you and I
So now I don't know if I should go or die
So how do run away and disappear?
(How do I run away and disappear?)