How Could That Upset You

My emotions are all over the place
I can't face
Myself in the mirror without crying
In every turn I make
And everything I break
It comes back to haunt me
In my dreams

I've been haunted with my friend's ghost
And it tells me things
They all tell me things
I am desperate to bring them back to life
So they can leave me alone or
Go into the light
And my arms and legs are cold
My only friend for years was myself
When I was up telling stories in my head like:
"I'd be dead..."
And how that would upset you
How would that upset you?
How would that upset you?
How would that upset you?
How would that upset you?
(?)
I wish I could a break from living
I'm so lonely when I'm alone
That's just lingering on my clothes
Like cigarette smoke
In my own apartment
Think about all the things I could be a part of
And think of how I could never be a part of it
I could never be a part of it
How would that upset you?
How could that upset you?
How could that upset you?
How could that upset you?
How could that upset you?