How Could I?

[Intro: lostmyvanity]
I started living a clean and very healthy life
But I still think of suicide
Oh, How could I?

[Chorus 1: lostmyvanity]
My soul has died, why should I try?
Got no one by my side
Think of suicide
Spend those lonely nights

Pop a couple pills and I'll feel alright
I don't wanna live to see the light
I wanna live to see the right
Right? Oh my, right?

[Verse 1: lostmyvanity]
We did smoke cigarettes
We done pop percocets
Going back home
Brought a bag home

[Bridge: lostmyvanity]
Down the street with a MAC tucked
Chasing your brother
I'm on a hunt
I'm on a money run

[Chorus 2: lostmyvanity]
My soul has died, why should I try?
Got no one by my side
Think of suicide
Spend those lonely nights

Pop a couple pills and I'll feel alright
I don't wanna live to see the light
I wanna live to see the right
Right? Oh my, right?

[Verse 2: ArcticKidd]
Yeah, Yeah
Got no one by my side (Oh, yeah)
I've been sleeping thru the night (What, what)
Poppin' percs doesn't feel alright
Snortin' pills with the alkaline (Line)

I'm starting to see the signs (Yeah)
The design for my demise (Whoa, yeah)
I think I might decline
This ain't for me I know you right (Yeah)

[Bridge: ArcticKidd & lostmyvanity]
I thought you was divine
Well everything turned out a lie
I know you want me to die
I know you want me to cry

I started living a clean and very healthy life
But I still think of suicide
Oh, How could I?
Oh, I?

[Chorus 3: lostmyvanity]
My soul has died, why should I try?
Got no one by my side
Think of suicide
Spend those lonely nights

Pop a couple pills and I'll feel alright
I don't wanna live to see the light
I wanna live to see the right
Right? Oh my, right?