HOW COME I EVER LET YOU GO

[VERSE]
Yeah, every step in this I ask
"Am I getting too attached?" but
HOW COME I EVER LET YOU GO
Is a question with no ends
Cause every time that I connect it
IT BECOMES SO HARD TO LET YOU KNOW
That I’d put you over worlds
But the world’s inside my hands
THEN I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LET YOU GO
Or ever leave you out my sight
I admire the path of chance, but
BUT IT AIN'T WITHIN MY HANDS YOU KNOW
Ain’t no empty calculations
Usually tempting permutations, ‘course my mind’s gon’ leave traces, but you never ran no mazes
If my questions give you answers
Then your answers give me patience
Nеver wanna have to say that, it’s common knowledgе at this stage that
I’m a person to build a palace from the worst of every landfill
But what’s even the best palace if the floor never gets tainted
You always taught me word of balance, yet with my train of thought
The more I try to tip the scales, the more it breaks me and it breaks it (things)

[VERSE 2]
Yeah, I think you know me the best
Ain’t no way your mind could rest when
HOW COME YOU EXPECT I’LL LET YOU GO
Of every memory that I am
If your memory’s what I am then
I KNOW YOU KNOW YOU’RE A PART OF MY SOUL
Just like I’m a part of yours
Ain’t a duty, ain’t a chore
GUESS I’M TOO PROUD TO LET YOU KNOW
I’m realizin’ who I am
But you know I’ll deny the fact that
THAT I’M TOO WEAK TO GIVE YOU UP
Can not say you deserve better
Always been the type to get up // And go be the one that’s better
See I’m tired of typin’ letters, or just rhymin’ round the image
Ain’t a mind that is gon’ settle
Even when my life crashes, my vision gon’ stay unmeddled
How come I ever thought to let go is a thought I can’t help but
Think is the wrong decision everytime that I consider
That everything I’m sayin’, is everything that you’re hearin’
So God Help me cause I won’t let you go