How

[Verse 1]
I believe in love, but not for me
I put on a smile and dive inside insanity
I can see it all, but not believe
Some part inside has always tried
To hide behind that the thought
That I will always find a way to fly away
Before you say that I'm not good enough to stay for
How could I say more?

[Verse 2]
I can see it all, but not for me
I put on a smile and dive inside insanity
I don't think I can take it, you decide
What I felt before, I can't no more, it's suicide
Did you know where I was going?
I was going to hurt and you were going to hurt me
I was going to hurt
Did you know where I was going?
I was going to hurt and you were going to hurt mе
I was going to hurt

[Verse 3]
You threw my heart in the dirt
Now wipе my tears in your shirt
Is that a stone in your chest?
I swear, I gave you my best
No more magic, no more
Just big black cloud up above
Now I don't know what I must do
When I feel I could trust you
Oh, but I've forgotten how
Oh, but I've forgotten how
Oh, but I've forgotten how
Oh, but I've forgotten how