Hotter Than The Sun

[Verse 1]
The pounding in my head, the making of my bed
Some things I'm quick to tend to, others overwhelm me, yeah yeah yeah
I'll often therapize, then intellectualize
Why there's something inside that makes me want to hate myself

[Verse 2]
My need for validation (led to a)
Self asphyxiation (which made me)
Up my medication
Oh, and then an
Everyday sedation (fueled my bi)
Bisexual frustration (so I bought)
Bought cigs at service stations
'Till the novelty wore thin

[Verse 3]
I’m coming up for air, changed the colour of my hair
Brought a bag of what I used to wear into the Sally Ann, yeah yeah
'Cuz moving on for me felt just like gravity
I pulled the arrow back and swore I hit a bullseye, yeah

[Verse 4]
Fear of everyone (led to a)
Lack of having fun (and then it)
Got me feeling numb
I had such
Desire for control (that made me)
Scared of getting old (but now I)
Finally let that go
So fuck all of that noise
Fuck it!

[Bridge]
Bed never made
I get people paid
Play video games
Then take you to the hamster living in my brain
On the run
Clown for everyone
Hotter than the sun
No ceiling to the woman that I will become

[Verse 5]
Bed never made (but still I)
I get people paid (play all my)
Play video games
Yeah (then take you to the hamster living in my brain)
Now I’m having fun (call me the clown)
Clown for everyone (i’m fucking)
Hotter than the sun
I’m every woman