Hot Days and Cold Nights

Tell you how am feeling
Heart burning and i know why
Hot Days and Cold Nights
My block flames so i ghost like
Spark cali and am so high
I can't stay sober i think to much
Black men killing black men like who's clue clux
They say they care am here wounding who does
I say i don't care, i think i care to much
Said your my blood but you quickly lost the love for me
Has anyone ever protrayed you and did it comfortably
You can't demand respect and you'll get none from me
Thats zero fucks you owe me loyality and love my g
I say my g still knowing you ain't my one
Still know any oppitunity i'll ride on
I made things happen but i never got to hear he diеd
Used to hug his mum now all i wanna do is hear she criеd
Right now as i write this my brothers back in prison
It's his birthday we ain't spoke and i fucking miss him
My niece needs to get to know us bro we been missing
It's like, when will his daughter get to hug and kiss him
Bro we can't be missin like our dads is
On god it really gets deeper then this rap shit
Was we misunderstood or was we bad kids
Some of us had it rough some of us ain't have shit
This shit we dones been documented and your gangs pathetic
BBC, ITV not DJ Akademiks
You think your rough, tough you think you've seen the worst
But none of your family was left deceased on curbs
They talk wicked on my name they won't recieve my words
Am tryna free the curse i didn't wanna be on earth
Until i had my daughter now i see the worth
And she came from me not no jesus sperm