Hospital

Too many days in a hospital
Is not good for the head
Twelve years when I lost it all
Watch his eyes go dead
And it left me broken
'Cause he left and I took his suffering
And made it mine
In the ICU and he just woke up from the surgery
Two rooms down where you left me
Three years gone, but you still got through to me
Father, show me who to be

Too many days in a hospital
Is not good for the head
Those days were impossible
Never left my bed
And it left me broken
Everything slow motion
Didn't know where I was going
All these ups and downs gon' put me out

I lost myself
And I need to be loved in a vision of someone else
I found myself
I don't need, I don't need, I don't need, I don't need your help

Too many days in a hospital
Is not good for the head
Those days were impossible
Never left my bed
And I'm still left broken
Kid living by the ocean
Covering up my emotions
All these ups and downs might help me out

Feel like it's just me, gotta do it myself
Gotta find my peace so I don't go batshit
Sick of this sad shit
Might just sleep, get a house, no traffic

There's no love, there's no love in the city (In the city)
There's no love, there's no love in here
There's no love, there's no love in the city (In the city)
There's no love, there's no love in here
I never get it back