Hospital Bed

I just replayed the scene in my head
I waited for you by your hospital bed
but you didn't wake up,
except in my dreams
no one save us here tonight
I don't know what it means
but you're so far away this time
you're so far away
your voice in my mind again, oh
is all that will play
you're so far away this time
you're so far away
and outside of space and time
I hope we can stay

And how could I apologize for things that I said
and things that I never did
'feels so irrelevant now
a blue bird landed on a fence at night, and I
thought it was you
I thought you should know
you're beautiful

and even 'though you didn't make it still
God I wish you didn't take it still
how am I to shake the images?
I can't tell you what the feeling is
I put two quarters in the telephone
but it keeps telling me that no one's home
and I can't even call you anymore
still I put your number on another phone
but I hate the phone
'cause it's never you there
but it feels like I'm always,
I'm always waiting for you

and I just replayed the scene in my head
I waited for you in my hospital bed