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[Intro]
Breathing in, breathing out
I'm here right now
Breathing in, breathing out
I'm here, right now

[Verse 1]
Look at myself in the mirror and I try to notice what I'm not aware of
It's easy to notice when I don't take care of my mind and my body, but what am I scared of?
I wanna be perfect, I wanna be worth it, I wanna be good and feel like I deserve it
All of the love that I get from my family and people around me, I wanna be worth it, but I don't deserve it
I'm on the surface, flirting with danger, forgetting my purpose
Life is a flicker, a smoke and a liquor, a corp got me sticking my head in the furnace
I feel like I'm worthless, feel like I'm letting down everyone, I don't know who can relate, is there anyone?
Pray for forgiveness, don't know if it ever comes, don't know if it ever comes

[Chorus 1]
My depression don't add up
Everything that I've accomplished, feeling like it don't matter
In that white Lamborghini, whipping like it's doing better
Though mean nothing when I feel the edges of my soul shatter
But I'm trying everyday to survive and everything
Meditation got me looking at my mind in every way
When the dark dwarfs uprised and they looked into my eyes
And I breathe a little deeper then they vanish, I realize

[Verse 2]
I been sitting very still at night
Every day I wake up means that I still have the will to fight
Put your mind and body to the test, the spirit will ignite
Even though I know some nights that how I'm living isn't right
The vision in my eyes is that I've got into an intertwine
They call him Jesus Christ, but even I confuse the finish line
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It's the presence of the seekers and the essence of the dreamers
When the weapon doesn't reach us it's the lesson of believers
I don't claim to understand it, but my plan is just to be here for the centuries
My legacy's where my infinite essence be
Dragon bites his tail, the generations will remember me

[Chorus 2]
Was a drug to enlighten me, a thug to the lion's den
A caterpillar to a butterfly in this environment
Who's lying when we trying to discover who am I within?
What's louder than the sounds of all my invisible silent sins?
I try again and try again and try again and try again
Until I let it go and just relax [?]
I finally start to see it like the sunrise in the morning, that
All we ever needed was this life until we're born again