Hopelessly

[Chorus]
And I
Find myself here
Endlessly wondering
Which one of my fears
Choose to appear, and I'm
Hopelessly horny and
Getting more lonely my
Self

[Verse 1]
I feel
My mind
Getting
More and more
Depraved
I feel
My mind
Getting
More and more
Depraved

[Chorus]
And I
Find myself here
Endlessly wondering
Which one of my fears
Choose to appear, and I'm
Hopelessly horny and
Getting more lonely my
Self

[Verse 2]
Smelling like sweat and cigarettes
I don't feel like my best
Addiction it'll coalesce
In spite of all my success
I'm trading one for another
I hide it under my covers
What am I gon' tell my mother
What am I gon' tell my father
Sometimes I feel like a slut
And sometimes I wanna be loved
Nothing is ever enough
Nothing is ever enough for me
Sometimes I feel like a slut
And sometimes I wanna be loved
Nothing is ever enough
Nothing is ever enough when I-

[Chorus]
Find myself here
Endlessly wondering
Which one of my fears
Choose to appear, and I'm
Hopelessly horny and
Getting more lonely my
Self

[Outro]
The more things change
The more they stay the same
But more than anything, God loves
Admiration
You saying God is vain?
No, not vain, just wanting just wantin' to share
A good thing
You mean it want to be loved, like
It say in the Bible
Yes Celie, everything wants to be
Loved. I sing and dance, and holler
Just trying to be loved
Look at that tree
Ever notice how trees do everything
To get attention that we do
'cept walk
*Laughs*