Hopeless

[Verse 1]
My mother still wonders if I'm gonna kill myself
When I get low like before
And I want to tell her I'm better, tell her I'd never
How could I ever be so sure?

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is?

[Verse 2]
My father has been my guide, to survive genocide
I wish that I could take away his pain
How much can he give? I don't know if I wanna live
In a world that hates my father

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is?

[Verse 3]
I've been, tryna find something to keep me on this planet
God damn it
Ever since my grandmother was buried, I've been willing and ready
These feelings are heavy, my mother said I sounded flat
That stopped me right in my tracks
I don't want my mother to know what it's like to lose a son
Remember when my uncle died? I watched my grandfather cry
He only made it four more years
Till we put him inside the ground there with his son
Now my grandmother gone, I feel like my soul is moving on
Would you rather watch your family die?
Or live a life that makes you wanna take your own?
That's the kinda shit I'm on
We ain't make it till we're grown, we dying in our homes
I loved you while you were here
I wish you wasn't gone
I wish you wasn't gone
I wish you wasn't gone
Maybe I'll be gone

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is
Sometimes, I still feel hopeless
I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is?