Hopeless

[Verse 1]
Guess I'll take this razor blade
Fill myself with sins
There ain't no blessings over here man
It's just
I'm, searching for some happiness that
I can't seem to find
I'm not depressed it just takes time
It just takes time man (2x)
How the fuck do you even who I am
I don't even know myself
I don't know man
There's people out here who would love to take your position
Your shoes, & whatever your worth
I ain't even kidding , I ain't telling no deceit
They will love to see you fall & fail until you are on the street

Please God, I beg you on my knees
If there's a sign
Please let me know
I'm losing hope
I got one & only
Truly friend I really know

[Verse 2]
I'm not trying to waste my time
I don't want to do a 9 to 5
& I don't know what's right
Depict it in my composition
I'm feeling so alive
This pain inside
Is keeping me dead inside
& I know you are going to feel this
You were with me at the beginning
First conversation outside of the school
Was at a pool
We had a lot of things in common
Same music , same shit
3 years ago , we didn't need to have a
Girlfriend to be happy
Fuck all that
We had each other
And that's all we needed
Blasting music in the car
Shit I remember that one day at bk
We were just talking about life & shit
I didn't know it would have come to this
I moved out to OH
I'm feeling lost
I'm losing hopeless

[Outro]
I'm so lost
I don't where to go (2x)
I'm loosing hope
I know