Hopeless

[Chorus]
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
’Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
’Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

[Verse 1]
Yeah I got regrets about the drugs that I take
But they help to solve the problems that I stack in my brain
Tell me what you know 'bout being suicidal every day
And having no escape so you depend on a blade
Yeah I used to be an asshole said shit that he never meant
And then by the age of fourteen I was on my twelfth attempt
I felt lost and trapped consumed by my regrets
Now I'm walkin' through a graveyard death at every step
Lately I been hidin' away inside of my room
Wishin' that I'd never even come outta the womb
But I’ll have a smile on my face when greetin’ my doom
I'll keep my problems locked inside my chest that’s all I ever do

[Chorus]
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
'Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must’ve walked different ways
'Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

[Verse 2]
Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss
I'm losin' sight of the light like it's a solar eclipse
They said if not for talent that I wouldn't exist
And all I do is spit like I'm talkin' with a lisp
I'm just pennin' my emotions my reflection on the page
Society has set the norm they're tellin' me I'm strange
I dyed my hair and pierced my ears I had to make a change
'Cause I'd rather be different then ever get called the same
I'm insane and I know it
I got issues and i really think they showin'
Doin' drugs in double doses that's how I'm copin'
Oh I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless