Hopeless

These feelings push people away
So I have to pretend that it's okay
I'm a burden and cause stress on your day
I truly hate myself for being this way

It's not like there's anything that I can say
It won't be better if I stay
I don't wanna drain you
That's why my smile is fake too

Please don't waste your energy
On a hopeless case like me
I don't want to make you suffocate
And pull you under deep with me

I need some help
But that's all the time
Worry 'bout yourself
Even if I'm not fine

These feelings push people away
So I have to pretend that it's okay
I'm a burden and cause stress on your day
I truly hate myself for being this way

It's not like there's anything that I can say
It won't be better if I stay
I don't wanna drain you
That's why my smile is fake too

This is always fucking happening
I don't wanna bring you down
Complaining about everything
I just want to be alone now

This is always fucking happening
I don't wanna bring you down
Complaining about everything
I just want to be alone now

I can never put my phone down
It's like a endless cycle spinning round
I don't want you to know now
The person in my head is a let down