Hopeless And Blind

[Chorus]
It is slowly taking over
And my mind cannot control it
It is messing with my head
But I'm out of fucking meds
I'm trying to hold it
It's killing me slowly
Take this gun, reload it
Cause I'm fucking hopeless

[Verse]
I'm hopeless and blind
Only darkness ahead
My whole persona is declined
I'm so finished, I'm so done
I'm better off alone, yeah
I'm better off dead
I'm getting to the finish line
And everything is red
I should have shot myself instead
Well, I don't wanna feel this fucking pain
It feels like I'm falling off a plane, yeah
Blood and tears are going down the drain
I'm insane, blood is coming from my veins
Like a rain, falling down
Pills and cocaine all around
I'm dancing with the devil
It is messing with my mind
I am hopeless, I am blind
This thing is on another level
No emotions in my eyes
Cause my soul is fucking dry